A real woman ... is an amazing actress... … an article written by the wellknown romanian writer Adrian Dumitru
A real woman ... is an amazing actress... … an article written by the wellknown romanian writer Adrian Dumitru
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One time … Sheila said me …
“Men do not have enough intelligence and desire to pretend that everything is wonderful in public, and for women it is like work, you need to smile and create the illusion of happiness”
But … i couldn’t really understand her words.
Only few years later … seeing her in the company of her lover … in some of the worst moments they had together …. I’ve finally understood what she meant by that.
So … i’ve asked her … “Why do you still pretend … even in such moments?!
Why you don’t … simply … break up?!”
Smiling …. she replied … “Because near him … i have the life of a princess…”
So … he was ruining her emotionally … but on the other hand he knew to induce her the illusion of being a princess.
He bought her … expensive gifts.
They were travelling … a lot.
But … also cheated on her.
Sometimes … beat her.
And … in fact … it was all … an abstract emotional
balance … done so, so often … by years.
So … Sheila acted ok all time… for the sake of the sensation of being … a princess near him.
Pretending.
Yes … pretending she is blind.
But she was not.
He was the one trying to also induce her a blindness … for all his stupid actions.
And … all was looking many times … as a real charade.
Unfortunately … a real case scenario.
Repeated … by years.
One day … i wanted to ask him if he actually sees in her … a princess but also a Cinderella … cause the story itself was … too weird … to be understood.
I mean … following the logic … of all what i saw.
But … i’ve just told to Sheila … “You live a nonsense life.
And it’s funny cause … such an intelligent person as you … can accept such a life.
But … of course is … your life.”
Meditating … going deeper … also another weird question came into my mind … “What if all was her own projection … of her own image?!
What if she had moments when she believed that she was indeed … a princess … but also moments when she saw herself as being Cinderella?!”
Of course … is too weird to come up with such a theory … but … i really believe today … that all we see in life is just the projection of our thoughts.
And maybe … we should not be … so surprised that life itself looks the way it looks …
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